emodiary

emo 2008 55th entry

Didn't blog for a month plus two?? Life had been pretty bad. There's up and down as usual. Sometime there's too much lie in covering up everything where I dunno whether I'm living in the real world. More of a fact and fiction story. Ha. Some people are just lucky to have a good life where maybe 50-60% of the family fighting for Share after parents death?? Well. Sad to say but.. my family is one of them.

My mom left our family when I'm 3.y.o. My dad died during my primary 5. I just turned 21.y.o. last month. Other than my 2 Brother and a Sister.. I'm the youngest in my family. My eldest brother and sister are already married and got their own house. My Second brother got engaged and he shifted to his fiancee place recently leaving me myself and I staying at my dad's house.

My dad left this house equally shared by the 4 of us if we decided to sell the house. 25% each which cost probably 40-50 thousand per person and the far most we'll get 60 thousand?? After I turned 21, which is last month. My eldest brother and sister kept pestering me to sell the house and shift out to my eldest brother place. I'm just damn disappointed that all this are actuall happening. Simply just couldn't believe it.

To tell the truth.. I don't wanna sell at all. Firstly they all already got their own apartment where i obviously do not have one if i sell the house. Secondly if i shift to my brother's place, after days, weeks, months or maybe years i gotta shift out and get my own apartment too. Anyway, they can just chase me out of the house in hours, days or weeks. Simply just anytime is the fact. And even if i sell the house i got the money and rent a room.. I'll only be able to use the money to pay for a few years. And what happens next?? I'll end up with no money, no house and own NOTHING!!!

Sigh. Enough of all this shit..



Hmmm. There's this dance reality show called 舞林大道 that's filmed in Taiwan recently. Somehow it's like the next's "So You Think You Can Dance". But it's more of Singapore's "The Dance Floor" or should i say "American's Next Best Crew"?? Lolx. Anyway it's far more interesting then Singapore's version. Really looking forward to watch the next episode!!! Oh ya, I still can't get over the fact that Malaysia got their own SYTYCD where Singapore don't?!?

Chao.