Just couldn't sleep.. Everything was fine just moments ago. But now.. sadness & emptiness. I'm so dumb. Every time when it comes to explanations, my mind just goes blank. Clever me!!! I've left some recent messages that my ex sent me in my inbox.. I didn't delete or even bother to reply that fellow but my baby found out about it. My mind went blank thinking SHIT, why didn't i delete it?!? I tired explaining myself but made the situation even worst when baby asked what did i replied?? My mind jammed thinking if i did reply any messages. Baby said: We're over! And baby left..
I checked my outbox to see if i really did send any message.. I didn't. It was a relief but it was too late. I hurried up to changed and headed to baby's place. I'd tried calling and calling but it's no use. Baby didn't picked up. I was crying along the way there. Why didn't I just pass the phone straight to baby?? When i reached baby's block i continued calling, when baby finally picked up. Baby said: "I don't care anymore, it's none of my business."
I really treasured our relationship but it just ended up this way. Really hope things will be the same like before. Felt really heartbroken. I've really tried.
My dear.. I really didn't cheat on you, not even bit. Please believe me.. I love you from the depths of my heart and I'll never betray your love for me.. I know that I'm a lousy boyfriend or should i say I'm probably the worst boyfriend that you ever had so far, but.. I really did treasured every bit of the time that we spent together. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you..
I checked my outbox to see if i really did send any message.. I didn't. It was a relief but it was too late. I hurried up to changed and headed to baby's place. I'd tried calling and calling but it's no use. Baby didn't picked up. I was crying along the way there. Why didn't I just pass the phone straight to baby?? When i reached baby's block i continued calling, when baby finally picked up. Baby said: "I don't care anymore, it's none of my business."
I really treasured our relationship but it just ended up this way. Really hope things will be the same like before. Felt really heartbroken. I've really tried.
My dear.. I really didn't cheat on you, not even bit. Please believe me.. I love you from the depths of my heart and I'll never betray your love for me.. I know that I'm a lousy boyfriend or should i say I'm probably the worst boyfriend that you ever had so far, but.. I really did treasured every bit of the time that we spent together. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you..
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