Sunday, 8 March 2009

emo 2009 33rd entry



Someone close to my heart had admitted to the hospital last afternoon. When I got the news I rushed down crying.. hoping everything will be alright. I immediately took a cab and the driver drove a big circle and costs me a total of $26.70?? My eldest auntie fainted when she was there. It's really hard to act as if everything was fine. I cried till both of my eyes were swollen. Both mei called me so many times asking where I am cause I'm suppose to meet them around that time but I didn't pick up their calls. After the doctor said that she's stablelized, my uncle told us to go back and rest. I called them when I was about to leave the hospital. They asked if I'm still going club, said that they're already there so they asked me to go down PLAY straight to look for them and at least they can accompany me. Felt really restless when I was on my way there. When I reached there baby called me.. Baby quarrelled with me really badly because I didn't inform him that I'm going. The queue was freaking long. I waited for at least 30mins at the enterance. When I managed to entered PLAY, Jeremy (baby's gor) and I saw each other near the bar counter when I walked in. I was damn emo that I just said hi and walk away. Sigh. Worst day of my life ever.. I dunno what to say or do any more. Probably all the people who are important to me will just leave me..

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