Thursday, 29 May 2008

emo 2008 twentieth entry



Came home really disappointed. Felt really left out just now although there's S & SW around. I know that B is busy with F and I know that F is hitting her incentives. But its not that I'm not trying hard enough to make appointments. 


Argh..


I dun wanna be left out and be compared to SW. It's not that his whatever the reason is. I dunno if they can see that I'm really working and fighting very hard to hit CD and the next and the next next position ASAP. Sometimes i felt that they're like just entertaining me. Starting they'll welcome you, intro lots of people, pay a fee for membership then ask you to buy they're stuff and try to boost on product confidents and then teach you some stuff then if you sell lots of things they praise you and treat you like treasure and if you fail they'll encourage you then slowly become like SW. If you know what i mean. Anyway. 
I know that i only sold something small, but it's not that i dun wanna sell something BIG!!! I dun wanna stuck there.. I want to hit CD less then 5 days!!! It's already the 2nd day!!! I dun believe i can't do it!!!

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