emodiary

emo 2008 35th entry


Sigh.. Had been thinking bout my event & marketing job. A friend offered me a job at PA as full time receptionist front desk, salary bout $1100-$1200.. Just that there's morning and night shift rotation and a working day either sat or sun for the weekends. Really quite keen in this job. At least there's a stable income every month.

Now working as an event & marketer in my company, sometimes i still have to figure out how to take bus and pay bills that adds up $600-$1000 when you dunno even have money in your bank already and have to call and call to fix appointments. It's driving me nuts la.

I'm still deciding if i want to quit.. But i dun wanna be said as a quitter!!! I don't want people to come up and tell me that, SEE!!! I TOLDED YOU THAT THIS JOB CAN'T DO WANT!!! Maybe you guys would say "Pride??" but NAH!!! If people tell you that you can't, won't you wanna PROVE THEM WRONG!!!???

Sigh.. Alot of time schedule to work on!!! I've got dance scholarship classes that's from 6 till 10pm everyday!!! I need somethings that's more from monday to friday, 8-5pm and hopefully not a very low income job too?? I've got tons of bills to clear!!! So screwed up right now.. Damn it!!!

Forgotten to get a ballet shoe!!! Having Advance Beginner Ballet class later on!!! I'm so dead!!! Nvm.. I'll get it later on!!! Hopefully i dun rush and forget about it!!!