emo third entry
Just got back from burnei this afternoon.. Although my job isn't as tough as compared to the rest but, i felt a little exhausted. If you ask me what do i gain from this trip, i'll tell you 7 extra duties & a fine of 16bucks for the stuff that's missing in my office. And if you ask me how do i felt about this trip, i'll tell you it's pretty much of a good experience.. BUT.. I doubt that the rest would wanna step into that place ever again.
Well, pretty much stuff happened through out this whole trip. Firstly, my office (which is the A/SKOTE) lost some stuff. Secondly, poeple pushing Responsibility. Thirdly, backstabbing.. and last but not least which involved some friendship bonding among friends..
The bonding stuff is pretty much a pain in the ass.. It seems like i'm the cause of breakin the bonding among them. Just becuz of someone's behaviour that make us feel irritated and all this happens. Maybe they feels the same way as i did, proberly i'm the one at fault. if they know what's happening, i'm sure everything won't be as bad as now. It just hurt pretty much to see when all of them are so serparated now, where everyone used to be so close.. How i wish my bonding with them is as close like them, but i guess i've failed. I do treat them as friends but i guess i'm just a extra steppin in and out of their life 5days a week for this 2years.
Maybe i should be return being a life in HQ suckin up with the White Mazda like what the other HQ personnals are doing all this while.. Sigh.. It's so sickening. White Mazda can be pretty nice at times but his like a vocalno that will blast off anytime..
