Thursday, 26 June 2008

emo 2008 35th entry


Sigh.. Had been thinking bout my event & marketing job. A friend offered me a job at PA as full time receptionist front desk, salary bout $1100-$1200.. Just that there's morning and night shift rotation and a working day either sat or sun for the weekends. Really quite keen in this job. At least there's a stable income every month.

Now working as an event & marketer in my company, sometimes i still have to figure out how to take bus and pay bills that adds up $600-$1000 when you dunno even have money in your bank already and have to call and call to fix appointments. It's driving me nuts la.

I'm still deciding if i want to quit.. But i dun wanna be said as a quitter!!! I don't want people to come up and tell me that, SEE!!! I TOLDED YOU THAT THIS JOB CAN'T DO WANT!!! Maybe you guys would say "Pride??" but NAH!!! If people tell you that you can't, won't you wanna PROVE THEM WRONG!!!???

Sigh.. Alot of time schedule to work on!!! I've got dance scholarship classes that's from 6 till 10pm everyday!!! I need somethings that's more from monday to friday, 8-5pm and hopefully not a very low income job too?? I've got tons of bills to clear!!! So screwed up right now.. Damn it!!!

Forgotten to get a ballet shoe!!! Having Advance Beginner Ballet class later on!!! I'm so dead!!! Nvm.. I'll get it later on!!! Hopefully i dun rush and forget about it!!!

25 June 2008

emo 2008 34th entry



Done Body Mechanics & Contemporary Open class today... The Contemporary Open class is hard!!! Alot a flexibility work. Anyway. When i was walking back.. Saw a row of taxi drivers resting or sleeping in their car putting on busy sign beside this french school (Lycee Francais De Singapour) in Hougang. Felt really sad for them. It's like doing sales, just that there's less talking involve. Once people flag, they'll automatically get paid!!! Quite worried when i was taking this shots cuz one or two drivers were just resting and not sleeping!!! Later kenna whack, kidnap and chop into pieces then sell to some country and be eaten!!! Did i gives you goosebumps?!? You think it's damn lame right?? Haha-.-"





24 June 2008 (Pt.2)

emo 2008 33rd entry



Attended my Ballet Beginner Class.. Learned pretty much!!! All thanks to Vivienne our instructor from ECNAD!!! Really enjoyed her class. Didn't get scolded for not having a male ballet shoe, gonna invest in one soon..

Tuesday, 24 June 2008

emo 2008 32nd entry


It's 0415 am right now... Just couldn't fall asleep. It's so tough missing my dada zhu and xiao zhu. Gonna go thru more waves and challenges. Alot more to come right now.. Hopefully it's all worth it. So sian right now. Took this quite sometime ago. If you just realize what I just realized, That we'd be perfect for each other, And we'll never find another. Just realize what I just realized, We'd never have to wonder, If we missed out on each other now... I miss you.. I love you so much...


23 June 2008

emo 2008 31st entry



My ECNAD first class term starting tomorrow!!! So excited!!! Ballet Beginner Class!!! Didn't touch ballet bar for a long time... All the bar works and stuff!!! I've got no tights and ballet shoes... Please don't scold me!!! Should invest at least one real soon!!!


22 June 2008

emo 2008 30th entry



This is Marie Digby official video for Say It Again!! A World Premiere High Quality Video!!! Had fun watching this video and really loved the props.. Very creative way of shooting this!!! CHEAPO in a way.. but the effect is just simply great!!! If you did notice. This whole video took in one shoot!!! If she NG... She gotta reshoot the whole video all over!!! You can find her all over Youtube!!! There's like quite a few songs that she sang and posted on Youtube... She even sang What I've Done by Linkin Park, Makes Me Wonder by Maroon 5, Umbrella by Rihanna and Gimme More by Britney Spears acoustic version!!!


Saturday, 21 June 2008

emo 2008 29th entry


Movie marathon!!! Broke record!!! Caught 3 movie this time round. Get Smart 0250pm, Zohan 0515pm and Penelope 0745pm. Haha. Really enjoyed myself. Get smart is really cool movie, it's something like the up coming movie WANTED!!! Can't wait for it to be out!!! Well, both Get smart and Don't mess with the Zohan are more of a comedy. Penelope, a romantic plus a little touch of comedy is the best out of the two movies.

In this modern day romantic tale, Penelope is about a young girl’s inspiring journey, a mysterious family secret and the power of love. With all odds against her, in order for Penelope to break the family curse, she must find true love with “one of her own kind.” The warm and funny adventure leads her to realize the most important life lesson, “I like myself the way I am.”

Penelope Wilhern (Christina Ricci), born to wealthy socialites (Catherine O’Hara and Robert E. Grant), is afflicted by the Wilhern spell that can only be broken when she finds love. Hidden away in her family’s estate, the lonely girl meets a string of suitors in her parent’s futile attempt to break the curse. Each eligible bachelor is enamored with Penelope and her sizable dowry … until her curse is revealed.

Lemon (Peter Dinklage), a mischevious and eager tabloid reporter wants a photograph of the mysterious Penelope and hires Max (James McAvoy) to pose as a prospective suitor to get the shot. The handsome down-on-his luck gambler finds himself falling for Penelope, but not wanting to disappoint her or to expose his surreptitious ways, he decides to disappear.

Fed up by his latest betrayal and determined to live life on her own terms, Penelope breaks free from her family and ventures into the world alone. She finds adventure and Annie, her first friend (Reese Witherspoon) and becomes the person she was meant to be.



Friday, 20 June 2008

emo 2008 28th entry



Got home bout 1 plus. Sat on a emo bus with nobody other than me. Guess what?? I got into the ECNAD DANCE EXPLORER programme. Finally i could get some SLEEP!!! Emo in a way that i couldn't get to be an ECNAD DANCE PERFORMER cuz I'm pretty new to this genre and gotta train harder on my technique. Attended one of their Contemporary Class. It's a little difference from what i've learned from CEMTA. Trying really hard to master it!!!

As usual.. Some girls are nice, some girls laughing here and there throughout and the very most typical kind that acts like they're damn good where they actually sucks to the cord and split and split and people will like WOW!!! YOU'RE A DANCER!!! Damn sad to say that she reminds me of a guy that i use to know. Sigh. Come on!!! Perhaps it's time to grow up... KIDS!!!!

Anyway. Did lots of roll over.. rolling and rolling all over the place, felt like a mop!!! Haha. Did a couple of routines, did something similar to a cartwheel and another thingy that's similar to handstand using the bar. Don't really know how to explain it but it's pretty cool and fun at the same time throughout the whole class. Gotta learn more and prepare for a better piece for my next audition!!! No excuse this time!!! I'll work hard for this!!! Blehx=p

Thursday, 19 June 2008

emo 2008 27th entry

Now it's 0530am and i'm not asleep yet!!! I've got exactly 14 hrs before my AUDITION start!!! I'm so stress right now.. My piece ain't really ready and i'm having muscle arches all over my body. How am i going to execute the movements properly later on at the audition?? Awwwman!!! This feeling sucks!!! Anyway.. Decided to use APOLOGIZE by OneRepublic.. 頑張って!!!


18 June 2008

emo 2008 26th entry

Brought dinner around my place and realize that all the Recycle bins round my blocks had turn into some streetz art little thingy.. It's pretty cool & cute in a way. Haha.. Wonder how long this will last or it'll become the latest fashion for BINS in near future?!? Oh ya.. Check this out!!! Reminds me of KUNG FU PANDA though.. Quite cute huh?? Creative idea!!!


Tuesday, 17 June 2008

emo 2008 25th entry


Got a call last morning from ECNAD asking me to join in their class on thursday as a audition to see how i'll be coping and perform my solo piece after the class. So STRESS!!! Still struggling. My very first time to audition doing contemporary dance. A solo piece!!! Hard choosing the right song. I've picked out a few.. There's Gravity by Sara Bareilles from the album (Little Voice), Footprints In The Sand by Leona Lewis from the album (Spirit), No Air (Duet With Chris Brown) by Jordin Sparks from the album (Jordin Sparks), Love Story by Mariah Carey from the album (E=MC²), Apologize & Stop And Stare both by One Republic from the album (Dreaming Out Loud) and last but not least, another great track Listen by Beyoncé from the Dreamgirls Soundtrack!!! Getting really nervous as the audition gets nearer. Hopefully i'll do it well.. WORRIED!!!

Monday, 16 June 2008

emo 2008 24th entry

Felt really down last saturday. Didn't manage to go for the ECNAD dance AUDITION!!! In a way I'm pissed but.. Oh well. Maybe it's fated.

Borrowed 30 bucks which is my audition fees and end up getting cheated in a way by saying he'll transfer but no sight of transferring and he off his phone.. Sigh.

Called ECNAD saying I'm stuck somewhere, which is a freaking bad EXCUSE!!! The director said: "Where are you?? I'm gonna start the audition in a few minutes time know??!!". After that i was like SSSSHHHHIIIITTTT!!!!!

Luckily they had arranged another audition this coming friday.. This means that i gotta do a even better job than the people who went audition on saturday, since i have the extra time to work on my solo audition!!! Stressed UP!!!

Sunday, 15 June 2008

emo 2008 23rd entry

Hangout at RB on friday with my colleagues. Well, more of looking after my two best pals in and out of love. Stayed there for a short while. Anyway. They're really sweet!! But the girls just seems like if they're just playing with their hearts & minds. Mentally exhausted for my two pals (F&K), as i watch them trying hard to win them. Hee* My tough days are over!!! Hopefully... Hor?? Haha. Oops. My da zhu gonna kill me!!! Bleh...


My Colleagues & Alan from RB...
Me(EY), Keon(EY), Alan(EY), Weijia(EY)


LOOK AT MY MID FINGER!!! -.-
Me(EY), Keon(EY), Alan(EY), Weijia(EY)


Faith collections of POOH FAMILY!!! So CUTE!!!
Giving to her special one wor.. Haha! OOPS!!!


Her waiting for her someone...


AWWW!!! SO SWEET!!!
(Faith & Lynn)

I'm sure my pals are jealous now!!!
(Lynn, Crystal, Joey..)


Colleagues & RB personals
Faith(EY), Lynn(RB), Crystal(EY), Joey(RB)


Tuesday, 10 June 2008

emo 2008 22nd entry

SEX AND THE CITY!!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!! Beautiful girls, beautiful scenes, super high-end fashion with interesting plots regrades relationships and here's the most important part.. It's M18!!! It's funny as hell. It's a show that I'm sure everyone would enjoy it!!! Here's the question to everyone: Would you choose Labels Or Love?? Haha.. Tough choice huh?? I'm sure 85-90% would want both right?? Here's the trailer...


08 June 2008

emo 2008
21st entry

 
Ate McDonald for lunch. Saw this really cute AD for KUNG FU PANDA meal!!! It's spicy nuggets with onion rings.. The onion ring's pretty good, very difference from the Burger king's one. To say the fact bout my first look at the onion rings was like, what the heck are you serving me??! I'm not gonna eat this, what the heck is this! After tasting it, I was like WOW!! This is good stuff. Hee* The nugget's just spicy, but it's kinda better than the original one. Anyway. The movie. Im just amazes by it! It's filled with stars like Angelina Jolie, Jackie Chan, Jack Black & etc... It's cool. Have you watch any movie that people stands up and applause at the end?? Maybe there is, but not many!!! It's an amazing experience. I've been waiting for this scenario for YEARS!!!