emo 2008 twentieth entry



Came home really disappointed. Felt really left out just now although there's S & SW around. I know that B is busy with F and I know that F is hitting her incentives. But its not that I'm not trying hard enough to make appointments. 

Argh..

I dun wanna be left out and be compared to SW. It's not that his whatever the reason is. I dunno if they can see that I'm really working and fighting very hard to hit CD and the next and the next next position ASAP. Sometimes i felt that they're like just entertaining me. Starting they'll welcome you, intro lots of people, pay a fee for membership then ask you to buy they're stuff and try to boost on product confidents and then teach you some stuff then if you sell lots of things they praise you and treat you like treasure and if you fail they'll encourage you then slowly become like SW. If you know what i mean. Anyway. 

I know that i only sold something small, but it's not that i dun wanna sell something BIG!!! I dun wanna stuck there.. I want to hit CD less then 5 days!!! It's already the 2nd day!!! I dun believe i can't do it!!!

28 May 2008

emo 2008 nineteenth entry


Felt kinda sick when i went for work. Floating around like some restless soul. Anyway. Met some of my colleagues for lunch at Fish Market CENTRAL* Ate a Norwegian Grilled Salmon Fillet. It's Kinda good. The food there kinda better than Fish & Co i think.. Hee* The fish is really sweet & fresh. It's just great! Well.. Went back to work after that. My job considered good for first appointment but, not good enough for me... PLEASE!!! MORE APPOINTMENTS!!! I'M DESPERATE!!!

emo 2008 eighteenth entry



Woke up by noises at about 8 plus 9 in the morning. There's like this renovation right above my unit. It's damn irritating especially when you reached home at 2 plus am after work, didn't get enough rest and you're like damn tired with addition of the noise pollution that's going on and on and on!!! It's really getting on my nerves. Really wanted to call the police to file a report but i didn't.. They're damn LUCKY!!!!

emo 2008 seventeenth entry


Got a treat to Golden Village (GOLD CLASS). Nice place, excellence food, good services & great big comfy sofa seats.. You'll never feel like steeping out of the Gold Class zone. It's a great experience. Well. 101% enjoyment. Really great, but it's more of a place for the rich. Just 2 tickets, it already cost $61. Ordered a set meal that includes a Mushroom Soup, Ravioli Di Pollo, Dessert Platter & a cup of Coffee cost $34.13 in total. So the whole Gold Class spent bout $95.13?? It might be alright for me in the past, but now?? I'll be laughing at myself. Lolz. Here's the pics..

emo 2008 sixteenth entry


Found a sales job unexpectedly last night. Originally wanted to meet my friend Faith only, then met Justina and Grace who were also my secondary classmates working in the same company selling Health Products.

Went up to look around, since it's nearby. An extremely friendly environment. A place where they greet each other in a form of respect. It's like when you're in Primary or Secondary, greeting your teachers.. Felt rather weird at start but got used to it at the end.

The way they run the company it's like something that's too good to be true. To say the fact, it really sounds like a scam job. Scary.Anyway. Might be working both in St James at the same time too. Should i start teaching hip-hop again?? Should i look for one more job?? Then I'll have 3 jobs..

Feeling stressed up with bills lately. Loads of bills to clear. From house bills to rental to card and last but not least.. My handphone bill. Dunno how am i going to clear them all. Hopefully i can clear all of them by the end of next month. Hopefully i don't get sued or something. Sigh. Totally. Emotional downfall. A big one.

emo 2008 fifteenth entry


Felt rather lost right now. The one that's been there for me is gone. Missed her so... Sigh. It's been a hard time. Nothing's been good. Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?? Will you still remember me?? Will it be the same if I saw you in heaven?? Sigh. I must be strong & carry on.. Granny.

emo 2008 fourteenth entry


Have been catching up with the anime Tsubasa Chronicle . Wanting to watch it for a very long time. Missed a few episodes here and there so bought the 1st, 2nd series, the movie & OVA from Yahoo Auction!! Haha.. VERY WORTH IT!!!

Watching the second series now. This second installment of Tsubasa Chronicle is simply good. If you have watched the first one, I'm pretty sure that you won't be crazy enough to miss this. If you did not watch the first one, please do it first.

Story and characters: As the journey from one dimension to another continues, this series shows more of development on each character. I think this is one of the few animes where I like all the main and support characters equally.

Graphic: Nicely done. As expected from Clamp production.

Music: The background music is very unique, making the anime even more interesting. Nice!!

Anyway. This anime has almost everything from action, adventure, romance to heartwarming moments. I like how they portray the bond of friendship with one another. Well.. Definitely one anime worth watching!!! Hmmm. Seems like i'm giving a free advertising for CLAMP Production.. Eh. Better give me some discount next time!! Oops.. -.-"

14 May 2008

emo 2008 thirteenth entry


The family dinner was quite interesting. Sat with my 小姑, who chase me out of the house when I'm in primary 4. She thinks that i'll be a bad influence to her children where i kept studying and barely come out of the room. She chase grandma out too.. But I'm sure there's no reason to chase grandma out right?? Argh!!

Anyway, surprisingly my sister came with her kids & my eldest brother turn up with his wife. Well, my second brother?? Hmmm.. As usual. Didn't go for the function. AGAIN!!!

My sis said that my hair's too bright!! She kept laughing at me and said "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR!! OH MY GOSH!! SO BRIGHT LA!!" I was like totally freaked out. Saw this ash color dye by Loreal. Look pretty nice on the model. Should i try it?? Hee..

Saw this cute FAT CAT nearby our function.. Quite cute thou.

emo 2008 twelfth entry


Dyed my hair bout 2 days back.. Garnier 100% Color (630 Dark Golden Blond). Think it's damm ugly on me!!! Should have gotten a darker color instead.. Wahaha.. Bleh. Too bright for me!!! Argh.. You judge yourself.. Anyway. Die le. Having family dinner cum function later.. I'm dead. Hee* Hope they don't scream at me wor!!!

10 May 2008

emo 2008 eleventh entry


Watched a movie preview 死神の精度 Sweet dreams aka Accuracy of Death yesterday, 2350 hrs at Cathay.. Ended really late. Got a cab back. MIDNIGHT CHARGE IS CRAZY!!! Anyway.. It's really not a bad show. Funny, interestingly nice and cute.. Gosh. I love that dog!!! Don't wanna spoil the movie. GO WATCH IT!!! Haha. Story line?? Hmm. I'll give a 3/5 stars for this movie. Nice.. =)

emo 2008 tenth entry


Thinking of going for the ECNAD audition in june. Dunno if i've the requirements to get in.
Will be trying the contemporary piece that I'm working on.. Anyway..

Dancers who are looking at my blog, please take note of this:


NEW TALENT DEVELOPMENT JUNE 2008 INTAKE


ECNAD New Talent Development Programmes aim at providing essential and practical artistic dance education to individuals with the desire to perform and/or create dance works.

Through these programmes, we provide affordable all-rounded training and generous mentorship to new talents.

ECNAD Education believes in facilitating the development of individuals through dance!


THE AUDITION:

14 June 2008
2-5pm @ ECNAD Studio

Come give yourself a chance to enjoy ECNAD's brand of sincere guidance through this audition.

If you are selected for ECNAD DANCE EXPLORER programme, you will be receiving all-rounded technical and creative trainings at an ECNAD subsidised rate.

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Work study is available for needy students, just ask!


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09 May 2008

emo 2008 ninth entry



Caught Speed Racer & Over Her Dead Body back to back.. It's really crazy!! Felt like I'm in a movie marathon or something!!! Went toilet quite a couple of times. Drank a little too much.. Hee. Over Her Dead Body?? It is Excellent!!! Learned pretty much from it.. But more of a reminder to myself. It's time to let it go, if it's yours it's yours.. I've always been telling people to let go, if you really wants him/her to be happy. But when it comes to myself I'm just as stuck as you can be.

Anyway.. Speed Racer is totally unexpectedly AWESOME!!! I really didn't expect it would turn out to be that good. The Graphics, The Cars, The Races, The Story Line, The Character of each single role simply blast me off!!! Deserve a lot more credit than that actually. It's comparable with the movie Transformers you know!!! They need to change the trailer! It's far more interesting than that!!! Great movie.. TWO THUMPS UP!!!

emo 2008 eighth entry

Recommending you a MUST WATCH MOVIE!!! 死神の精度 a.k.a. Sweet Dreams a.k.a. Accuracy of Death.. Saw this trailer during the show preview of the "ANGEL" at Plaza Singapura. At first when i saw Takeshi Kaneshiro during the start i was like eewww... Another of his movie!?! Maybe just another good looking presentation movies to wow the fans and earn millions of dollars. As you know, those crazy fans will surely watch it for 3-4 or even 11 times to satisfied their idol craving . But after i watching the whole trailer i was like "WOW!!!" Impressive.. Opening on 15 May 2008. There's Takeshi Kaneshiro, Manami Konishi, Sumiko Fuji, Ken Mitsuishi, Takuya Ishida, Jun Murakami, Erika Okuda & Mitsuru Fukikoshi. It's a Japanese Drama movie adapted from the bestselling novel by Kotaro Isaka “The Accuracy of Death”. Director: Masaya Kekehi. The rating is still unknown, waiting for the preview to be out. But base on Yahoo rating it's 4/5 stars!!! You can visit the official website at www.festivefilms.com/accuracy or www.shinigaminoseido.jp/.


Movie: Sweet Rain 死神の精度 a.k.a. Accuracy of Death
Genre: Drama
Director: Masaya Kekehi
Cast: Takeshi Kaneshiro , Manami Konishi, Sumiko Fuji, Ken Mitsuishi, Takuya Ishida,
Jun Murakami, Erika Okuda, Mitsuru Fukikoshi
RunTime: -
Released By: InnoForm Media, Festive Films & GV
Rating: TBA
Official Website: www.festivefilms.com/accuracy (OR) www.shinigaminoseido.jp/
Opening Day: 15 May 2008


Synopsis:

Adapted from the bestselling novel by Kotaro Isaka “The Accuracy of Death”. Chiba (Takeshi Kaneshiro) appears seven days before a person dies an unexpected death. His job is to observe the person for seven days, and then decide either to ‘execute’ or ‘pass over’. Getting his work quickly out of the way, he goes to the listening booth of a CD shop and indulges in his favorite pastime, listening to ‘humanity’s greatest invention’: music.

He is...a Grim Reaper. Today, again, in the rain, he waits. His subject, her death due in seven days, is Kazue Fujiki (Manami Konishi), 27. She works for a manufacturing company, in the complaints department. Exhausted after her day, she emerges from her office. It’s time for the Reaper to go to work.


Movie Trailer:




WIN! PREVIEW TICKETS TO WATCH TAKESHI KANESHIRO IN ACCURACY OF DEATH!!!
The preview screening is 12 May 2008, GV Plaza, Hall 5 at 7 pm!!!



Just answer this question..
Question: What animal accompanies Chiba (Takeshi Kaneshiro) in the movie, Accuracy of Death?

Hint: the answer is in the poster. (Don’t just look at Takeshi!)

Simply be the first 10 readers to send your answer with your name, contact number, partial I/C number (e.g. S8398XXXK), email add and mailing address to contest@youth.sg by Tues, May 11 at 11:59pm. Indicate ‘Whatever Accuracy of Death’ in your email header. Winners will be notified by SMS, so don’t give us a bum number!

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emo 2008 seventh entry



Caught a movie "Dance of the dragon" with dd last night @ PRINCESS!!! It's quite a nice place where cheap & retro comes to mind. It's only $10 for tickets of 2!!! Better try it before this kind of places be long gone. Not much theater that's like this left in Singapore. Other than those playing indian movies & R RATED (R(A)) flims that those chi ko pek goes to and shake?!! You should know what i mean.. Hee..

Anyway.. The starting 10mins, there's only the two of us in the whole theater!!! Then a couple came in and sat at the front and a group of 3 sat at the back after that. They're like damn noise at the back. Felt like walking back to ask them to keep their mouth shut..

Well, the show's not very good. It's nice but a little too artistic. Not that I'm not a artistic person but i'll only give 2.1 and a half stars. So.. people who easily get bore, DON'T WATCH IT!!! Cuz you'll definitely dislike it. Hmmm. The Korean guy is gorgeous, our girl is simply elegant. Poses?? Great!! The dance?? Lolx. They're not good enough to do such artworks. But i have to say that Fann Wong is the only presentable female artist that Singapore can give. Anyone else?? Don't think so.. Don't you agree??

This is how my ticket is like!!! Nice?? Haha..



Starting of the scene wor..

emo 2008 sixth entry



Was out with my friends a few days back. Not sure why but there's loads of indian on the bus. Boarding up the bus one after another. Not that i'm being racist here but we got stuck in the middle of three indians with a damn heavy Fashionable (to them) sense of SMELL that we couldn't really take it..

After the front two left, i tried to block my front sit but the indian guy who board the bus sat on the other one at my friend's front sit. Then another indian lady board and sat in front of me. They started laughing and i kept turning back looking at them cluelessly wondering what's happening. They pointed to the lady's hair in front of me and i bursted out laughing nope stop on the bus.. It was quite a interesting sight if you're looking at it "LIVE".

THERE'S A COMB STUCK ON THE LADY'S HAIR!!!!

We started discussing how did the comb ends up leaving or horrendously thought that it's kinda cool using it as a clip or something.

Here comes the quick pic that we took...

emo 2008 fifth entry



Cool down period.. Things got a little better that day. Sigh. Still miss *** loads. Wondering what *** doing these days. Messaged *** almost everyday. I'll continue to work harder each day. Auto shut down depressed mode..

Saturday, May 3, 2008

emo 2008 fourth entry




I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do


I'll Be Waiting.