emo 2009 56th entry

emo 2009 55th entry

The 50-year-old pop artist (Micheal Jackson) suffered cardiac arrest at his Holmby Hills mansion this afternoon. He was in L.A. rehearsing for a series of upcoming shows in London.



Paramedics found Jackson in cardiac arrest when they arrived at his home shortly before 12:30 p.m., three minutes and 17 seconds after receiving a 911 call. His personal physician was already in the house performing CPR. Jackson was not breathing, and it appears he never regained consciousness. Paramedics treated Jackson at the house for 42 minutes, and he was declared dead at 2:26 p.m. at UCLA Medical Center, about two miles from his home above Sunset Boulevard.

The doctor was reported to have injected Jackson with a powerful painkiller Demerol just before he died and left Jackson's mansion after administering CPR to the stricken star. Here come the whole report..

"LOS ANGELES - A lawyer for the doctor who was with Michael Jackson when he died says the physician found the entertainer in his bed with a faint pulse.

Houston attorney Edward Chernoff (CHUR-noff) says in an interview Sunday (28/June/09) with The Associated Press that Dr. Conrad Murray went into Jackson's bedroom and saw that he wasn't breathing.

Chernoff says Jackson was still warm and had a faint pulse and that the doctor immediately began administering CPR.

Chernoff says Murray suggested to Jackson's family that an autopsy be performed. He adds that the doctor did not prescribe or give Jackson the drugs Demerol or Oxycontin. The lawyer says any drugs Murray prescribed were given in response to a specific complaint from the 50-year-old entertainer."

Jackson's death has sent fans scrambling to stock up on his music, and British chart officials said a compilation album of the star's greatest hits had rocketed to the top of the charts on Sunday.

The moment I heard the news my heart totally sank. I wanted to tear but no tears came out as it was too sudden. He had been a big part ever since childhood. From Heal the world, You are not alone to Billie Jean and of cuz the hit that we'll never forget.. Trailer!!!

I can actually still remember me dancing to "Trailer" when I was very young even in my Pri and Sec school days i'm still dancing to it. We even did a series of his dance hits during dance competition that led us into Finals. You'd gave us tons of memories MJ.. Lots of love.. Thank You..

emo 2009 54th entry





作詞： 吳克群 作曲： 吳克群

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都說這 不過失戀
但我卻連呼吸都膽怯

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把愛割捨

我不能睡~


吃不能吃 睡不能睡
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了

我不能夠

不能夠 不愛了

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了

我不能夠

不能夠 不愛了

吃不能吃 睡不能睡

emo 2009 53rd entry

怎么了.. 你累了.. 说好的幸福呢? 我懂了.. 不说了.. 爱淡了.. 梦远了.. 开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍.. 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻, 我都还记得.. 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.. 要怎么停呢??

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起 喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片 手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起 喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片 手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

为什么幸福时忍心离去☆.. <3

emo 2009 52nd entry



Goodness!!! Gotten this long deep scratch mark on my right arm when I was irritating Bridget!!! After a few minutes, it got swollen up. It was damn itchy and painful as it was bleeding. Lolx. Gotta go to my work office to sign the Letter of Appointment tomorrow!!! Heard that my in charge's freaking fierce and damn strict. Hopefully nothings gonna happened!!! Crossed fingers!!! XD

emo 2009 51st entry

Huiling's Burger

Bridget's Burger

Burger Me

Spreading Jam

Once again, we ate breakfast at Central's McDonalds around four this morning!!! This time there's Meiyu, Jackal, Me, Bridget & Huiling. We ordered the $2.50 meal since we don't really feel like eating anything much. We spread our burger with butter & grape jam and it already tasted weird enough.. but for our very own Bridget, she added butter, grape jam & pepper. After breakfast, we accompanied meiyu to the polyclinic because she's getting a MC for today to excuse her from work to attend for her friend's funeral. Actually planned to meet Huiling for a bake muffin session at Xinzi's place but our plan failed because both of us over slept!!! Tired. Anyway, the job that I interviewed for confirmed my post and asked me to meet them this Thursday at the office and when everything is confirmed I'll be able to start work this coming Tuesday!!! Damn great!!! =)

emo 2009 50th entry

emo 2009 49th entry

Went for my job interview this morning. The interview went fine. Seems pretty high chance of getting in. Gotta wait for them to call up. Met Bridget, Huiling and Adeline at Tampines. We went to the new shopping mall (Tampines 1) which is directly located beside Tampines transit station. There's these new Japanese store called "UNIQLO" that you gotta queue to get in the store itself. We waited for quite a while to get in. The stuff there, i dunno whether i should say it's nice or perhaps not very nice. Just some what brighter and more prints?? Adeline said that the girls department could be compared with THIS FASHION!!! Hee. What a comment. But i do agreed that it's pretty much THIS FASHION style. Headed town after Tampines since we've got nothing better to do. Bridget & Huiling's school break ending real soon.. so, dun think we're able to see each other as much like now. Gonna miss them =p

emo 2009 48th entry

Okay. After reading back my previous entry, I've deleted some lines thinking am probably feeling like trash when i was typing it down and I ain't mad at you. Anyway. After a getaway and much thinking.. Am awake now. Gotten a job interview tomorrow. Worried. Tight job plus planning to get back to my dance scholarship hopefully would workout for me after trashing my previous job at CHECK. Goodness!!! What was I thinking back than?!? My passion went dead, but it's burning right back on much more stronger.. AM BACK!!! Sorry to kept you guys worried.. Natalie, HC, CH, Michelle, Sya, Bing, Adda, Sabrina, AA, Charmaine, Victora, Racheal & Vivianne.. Thanks for the messages!!! Truly appreciated!!! Hopefully I'll be able to join you guys back very soon!!! I think HC's gonna make me go thru another round of audition... Damn!!! EMOTIONS!!! =.="